My Precious Brianna

I have been thinking about Brianna so much lately.  I just miss her sooooooooo much.  I want to hug and kiss her, I want to see her run around with that mischevious laugh, and I miss cuddling and hugging her.  She was always my snuggle buddy.  Blake is getting to old to snuggle with mommy.  I just wish things were the way they were.  The 4 of us a family that I always longed for and dreamed of.  We take so much for granted.  Life is such a precious gift and it can be taken away in an instant.  We never dream that a child will die before us.  Our family is just not comlete and it won't ever be again.  I just pray for Jesus to tell Brianna every day that I love her soooooooooo much and that she is always on my mind and in my heart.  Just want a closer walk with Jeus, so I know I will be going to Heaven when He comes back for His church.

Oh Brianna, momma loves you so much, Forever in my heart.

Trust in the Lord with all thine Heart

I don't really have much to post.  Haven't really had time to figure out this thing yet.  Really just fooling around with it.  But I do trust in the Lord that if I decide to try to finish this He will help me.  I posted his picture of Blake on his new dirt bike, because I have to Trust in the Lord with all my heart that he will not get hurt on this bike.........

Always Give Thanks

I am really trying to do this blog just to share my emotions.  I just really miss Brianna, but I realize God commands us to always give thanks no matter what our circumstances are.  I have really been struggling lately, but I made it my new years resolution to become closer to God each and every day and to do my daily devtionals, read as much as I can, spend quiet time with God, I just want a cloer walk with Him.  I am also working on my relationship with my husband as well.  Losing a child is really hard onn a marriage.  God is showing me many things to help though.  I know if I pray God is faithful and will answer my prayers according to His perfect will.  I am just really hungry for the Word and I am seeking with all my heart, soul, mind and strength.  Without God I am nothing.  With God I can do anything.

I thank God for the wonderful friends He has blessed me with.  My friends encourage me, pray with me/for me, and are always there when I need then.

I really don't know how well I will be at this blog thing I might just be rambling, I am definately not domputer literate so it is amazing that I have gotten this far.  It is late so I am going to bed for tonight.  Let me know what you think.  Should I do this blog or not??????????

Love ~ Kim

Let your light shine for Jesus.

This past year has been very hard after losing Brianna.  It has taken a huge toll on my entire family.  I do know that Brianna was here for a reason.  She let her light shine for Jesus daily.  She was always smiling, always considred other people's feeling's above her own.  She was just different and everyone noticed, even total strangers from the time she was born.  She stood out.  She was not only beautiful on the outside but she was beautiful on the inside.  I just really don't know where to begin with this blog.  I do know that I want to let my light shine for Jesus in everything I do just like Brianna did. I am living for the day when Jesus returns so we can live eternally in Heaven with Him and all of my loved ones that have went before me.  The title of this blog is the song that keeps me going. Becasue He lives I can face tomorrow, because he lives all fear is gone.  Each day I am searching, and longing to be closer to God.

In Christ,
Kim